my grandma

Most people have this nice sweet grandma. Not me….well not in the sense that comes to my mind. The problem between me and my Grandma Dotson (my dad’d mom) is: we are exactly alike. You have no idea how much saying that pains me. It has taken me years to confront this. Only until recently that I…

coming to terms

I’m not very happy with my father. He had a BBQ yesterday and called everyone but me. Why? What have I done to offend him or anyone else? Nothing. I would understand if I was or have been a bitchy little girl but I never have been. Actually, I’ve always been quite the opposite. Always…

Day 3 of Tim’s antics

Today is the third day that Tim has been yelling, screaming and basically bitching about everything. First he was upset because Alex didn’t go out and train Flash at the exact moment that Tim said. Grant it, Alex should’ve  went out and trained the dog. But he didn’t thus so Tim went off the deep…

karma

Tonight, I was IMing my father. He was trying to talk me into attending his new in-laws 50th wedding anniversary. Now why in the world would I want to attend that? According to him, it’s because they are family now. They want us there. Yeah right! My ass! I don’t know why they even give…

Agnst

I’m not real sure what to write about today all I know is that I must write. I know not what of but something. I wish I could say I have something inspiring to say or witty but both elude me today. That could be because I was awaken abruptly by my boys or the…

not a good start

This morning was not the best start to my day. I woke up to screaming children then a crabby husband gripping about how the oldest is playing the PS3 without permission. Honestly, how can he ask permission when everyone is asleep? I thought it was stupid especially since Tim hopped on the thing mere seconds…

The slacker is leaving the building……

I know I have been slacking as of recently but seriously…..I needed to. I have been going and going and going for so long I almost forgot how to relax. Sadly, it took some time for me to relax. Now that summer is coming to a close, I need to get reactivated. I need to…

romance dwendling

Christina, my best friend since i was 14 and my sister in law is having marriage problems. I am ashamed to say…..I knew it was coming since the day they began dating. I am even more ashamed that I almost feel happy about it. Happy because I have always believed they were not right for…

stress and laundry

Why does everything seem worse when there is a boatload of laundry to do? Do the two really have a connection? Though I seriously doubt it…..it does occur quite often for me. Instead of stressing about the big things that I really should be upset about I stress about the damn laundry. There’s too much…

Anxious for vacation

This is where we are going for vacation! I can’t wait. Get away from work, classes, worrying about every little thing. No worries for 7 days. I am ready to lay in the sun with a book while I watch the twins play on the beach. In the evenings, I will be on the enclosed…