my issues

My future

I’m in the process of making some major life changes. At the moment I’m stuck at a crossroad, the only thing I know is :i need to return to college for a master’s degree. Herein lies my dilemma….I’ve been substituting at various school districts throughout darke county. I do enjoy it….I don’t love it likeContinue reading “My future”

on the brink….of….??

Image by Christine ™ via Flickr I feel I’m on verge of something, but I don’t know what that might be. A new adventure would be nice though many adventures require fundage which I am quite short of. That might not be the best thing (unless it’s a free adventure). I notice that I tendContinue reading “on the brink….of….??”

my grandma

Most people have this nice sweet grandma. Not me….well not in the sense that comes to my mind. The problem between me and my Grandma Dotson (my dad’d mom) is: we are exactly alike. You have no idea how much saying that pains me. It has taken me years to confront this. Only until recently that IContinue reading “my grandma”

coming to terms

I’m not very happy with my father. He had a BBQ yesterday and called everyone but me. Why? What have I done to offend him or anyone else? Nothing. I would understand if I was or have been a bitchy little girl but I never have been. Actually, I’ve always been quite the opposite. AlwaysContinue reading “coming to terms”

karma

Tonight, I was IMing my father. He was trying to talk me into attending his new in-laws 50th wedding anniversary. Now why in the world would I want to attend that? According to him, it’s because they are family now. They want us there. Yeah right! My ass! I don’t know why they even giveContinue reading “karma”

stupid lives…..

I’m really not sure where to start….this week I really do feel like I’m on the brink of losing my mind. Part of me just wants to walk away from all the bullshit. I have never had someone take credit for my work. It happened today. A co worker of mine is telling everyone thatContinue reading “stupid lives…..”

Money to rule us all

Why does it always seem like everything revolves around money whether ones doesn’t have enough of it or an abundance. When we all die it comes down to what will I get from them….money, possessions…. Is this all we are just things? Obviously. So since that is the case this leave me in a dilemmaContinue reading “Money to rule us all”

Mother Nature is a manatical bitch

Image via Wikipedia I have been sick all day because Eve ate the stupid apple thus women for all time must pay for her stupidity. Now, every month I get so sick that I have to go to the doctor. For awhile, I had to take birth control pills just to find some sort ofContinue reading “Mother Nature is a manatical bitch”

A very weird day

The day began off key and ended even worse. I had problems sleeping again due to the choking issues from my sinus infection then only to awake at 6, hop off to work only to find out that my mothers thing is tomorrow so I had to take her all the way back to myContinue reading “A very weird day”

more health issues

I am getting quite sick and tired of being sick. Last week, I went to the doctor for my sinuses something I knew was infected and yet again I went back to the doctor my ears. Ha! What’d ya know! I have fluid behind both ears. He just gave me even more meds to take.Continue reading “more health issues”