One more day

Anxiety is slowly diminishing. I have moments where I can breathe. I wish it was more than just moments though I know soon I will only have moments of anxiety–that’s what I’m striving for. Vacation begins tomorrow after work. I have finished my Virtual CV assignment for Natalia–all I have left for it, is the…

vacation countdown begins…….

Vacation begins in 5 days……but I still have so much to do. We haven’t begun packing yet. So I have all of that to do and on Friday…..boy that will be a busy day. Tim has a counseling session then off to court for Jeremy then come home and finish gettin everything together. I am…

Anxious for vacation

This is where we are going for vacation! I can’t wait. Get away from work, classes, worrying about every little thing. No worries for 7 days. I am ready to lay in the sun with a book while I watch the twins play on the beach. In the evenings, I will be on the enclosed…

Writing & Panic attacks

I am trying to figure out why I feel a tightening in my stomach every time I sit down to write. Or I will draw complete blanks. I will completely forget the scene I was about to write. I can’t come up with another scene….I haven’t been able to clearly formulate a scene for days….

something to look forward to

For some odd reason just the thought of going on vacation has motivated me to get things done. I’ve begun packing away winter clothes in the space saver bags, and on the road to getting the laundry done. I’ve been having Alex put the clothes away but I think the next load I’ll put away…

a vacation on the rise

We are beginning to plan our summer vacation. We are going to spend almost 10 days up at Bruce Lake with Tim’s family. I’m not sure if this is a good thing or bad but at least I will be able to relax a bit. Hopefully, it will give everyone a new perspective. I might…